Self Reflects

Finally, 'that' day has passed for good. No doubt, I wouldn't ever forget about it. 'That' day really taught me that one's life shouldn't be restricted to academic purposes only. Enjoy your life while you still can and share it with your relatives and friends that cares about you. Some secrets should always be secrets but some, better for us to share with.

Why it should be like that? It's simple; because we cannot live alone in this world. We can't hold all the burdens alone because eventually sooner or later, the overwhelming burdens that we're trying to hold ourselves will just get us troubles and become huge disasters that affect our life in the future.

Back to my story; basically, 'that' day happened all regarding to my previous AS examination results which I sat recently. I'm not gonna tell you my results back then but frankly, it's so terrible compared to my other friends. Well, its hard to say (quite complicated and frustrating ) but i believe Allah knows better what is the best for me back then. (Click here for related poem)

But hey, let the past be the past. There is a quote saying that:

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."

Plus, I've found out in the Internet this motivational quote which interest me and quite easy to remember. Theoretically, this may be a relationship between past, present, and future in order to plot a Life-Time Graph of a human :)

Apart of it, 'that' day also helped me in answering questions in my mind that I couldn't solve it for many years (not all questions but still can be considered to be helpful).. For all this while, I always thought that I'm having personal problems related to an inferiority complex, but now I knew, fortunately i'm not a part of that group (really glad to know that :] ). I've to admit, I'm just spoiled by my own personality (well, that's what Puan Khairiah said to me)..

I'll talk about that later.. huh (-_-")a.

Well, now I know myself better, it's time for me to bounce back. There're still future waiting for me ahead and my final exam is months to go. InsyaAllah, i'll work hard this time to catch up as same rhythm as my friends in studies. When there's a will, there's a way. With lots of revisions, exercises, group discussion and practice to perform daily prayers on-time,  InsyaAllah, 15 points is not impossible for me to score and RMIT is not impossible either for me to pursue my study in the future.

Amin..

P/S: For more do'a, just click here.

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For those who experience inner problem like i mentioned earlier (not me :] ). Try some tips below to overcome your problems. From my point of view, these tips is NOT only restricted of those experienced inferiority complex, but ALSO applicable to those who want to motivate themselves (e.g. like myself especially) and to boost their self-esteem (e.g. be more confident, positive thinking etc).

Click here to know How to Get Rid of Inferiority Complex / Low self-esteem